Love is bullshit.

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I know its been awhile

I work for Google now c: and we live in a two story house, my guy had a wrx, I have a yaris. And we are going to San Diego in two weeks.

Things are sailing forward ^^

I start my new job on August 8th :)

He always makes all my doubts

go away~ I love him so much.

So I wanted to make Ryo happy..

So I told him he could be friends with Neyah again. It's going to kill me inside if not destroy me but as long as he is happy I don't care. I wish I wasn't like this...having so many insecurities and abandonment issues. I just want someone to stay because they want too and because they care..ugh why.

I hate when my head is like this..

Ugh please stop.

It does suck

That I don't have a job anymore but at least I have a little break. Yesterday was pretty good my mom helped out with Ryo's wisdom teeth surgery. I was surprised that she even offered to do because we didn't ask her for any help. She gave $300 dollars willing to pay for half of the surgery...my moms has been changing for the better and becoming a lot nicer. I'm really happy that things are getting better...I'm always happy and thankful that I have Ryo, he has helped me with so much and helped me get better. I just sometimes wonder how he puts up with me because I know I am stubborn but life is actually a lot easier to deal with. Well bye bye.