I feel like I ruin everything. My self destruction is going to kill ryo and I's relationship.

Hello~! It's been awhile

Job has been very stressful. Got ps4 team but the shit I have deal with is ridiculous.

Hello everyone I haven't written in awhile

I guess here's an update. I've just working really and today I finally got my hair done

Really happy and ryo and I two years passed by as well ^_^ well that's it for now! Byeeee.

Soooooo update!!

HOOOORAH! After 5 weeks basically working in training  I made it!! I got to keep my job when a handful of my coworkers didn't! It was a sad day :'( 

Here's a picture of me recently I know I look beat x3 but yay I get to stay and keep a job and I have an awesome coach/manager who doesn't seem full of shit at all so I'm so happy!!!!!! :333 I'll be writing another day again! Kay baiiii!

P.s. I got heavy rain to play again and ffxiv  online YAY!

So my day sucked! One more day of work though, and soo

<p>I got interviewed for the ps4 tech team at work today, seems like i did okay….hope I get it! &gt;.&gt; I want it so bad....Having a really rough time at my new job because it seems to be all about favoritism, dressing like a slut and being cuter than other girls. You see the thing is I will never change myself for anyone (ex: change the way i dress or act) I also don't wear tons of makeup (just eyeliner really..not even coverup) so I get treated differently because I won't look and act like a damn skank. I'll never stop down to this stupidity but it sure is frustrating. I want my hard work to pay off, you know? Random Ps4 interview was the only good thing about work today though….besides that it sucked so much... my computer crashed all day over and over. And all i had to do was deal with it. Avoid call center jobs..they aren&#8217;t that fun. I already don&#8217;t like talking on the phone haha. Hope everyone is doing well though. Tata for now, all my attention must go to Mass Effect 2! </p>

Still in training..

Gotta make two sales then ..I'll finally be permanent

So tired yet I can't sleep here's a picture of me

Work was okay today

Besides that here is an older picture of me modeling :o

Sailor Pinup :33

Been really busy at work

I finally got my Sony Playstation name badge! So happy :3 

There's a picture of my face ...

And my lovely work/school bag :3

And my face again HAH 

So I've been really busy with work

(For training for the next 3 months) for tech support for Sony Playstation it's so awesome we played the ps3 for a couple hours yesterday and today played the vita for 4 hours or more so fun....I love my job <3

Here is my temporary badge for now Dx so happy though! 

I'm so happy Ryo give me surprise sex this morning too. I know I know tmi.

Well bye bye.

I'm horny and want Ryo inside me. Sorry for the tmi.

So my love and I ended up staying up

so we could meet up with his mom around 8am...all worth it though because I got this lovely beaut 

He is so cute and he has a super long tail!

Also we got Ihop too which is always awesome :3 tired as hell but very happy right now

o m g

So pissed off right now......eck T_T

Going to watch some new anime

Because idk I need a distraction....ugh.

So I'm starting my new job soon..

And I'm so nervous! D: but at least I have my friend Blush to train with me. I don't know.. But anyways today was okay I guess I went to Ross and got some things..

Here is a lovely shirt I so happen to fall upon :3 so adorable, right?

A pretty awesome purse I saw that would still match my work outfits but also go with my personal style :D

Here's my face today with...no makeup...first times a first. I look weird x'D s'okay though.

But back to my rants...

I really can't explain why but I've been really depressed this week....even now..but I know what's bothering me. Ugh. My stupid head and over thinking  -.-

Well toddles for now ~💜

Made this today because I just need to start writing again and spill things out of my head. Blargh.