Are we meant be...? I wonder sometimes because we do clash a lot. I'm stubborn and won't give in. I swear my insecurities will kill the only relationship worth keeping...I really try to take it to heart what lyndyn told me that one day...so things will work out Ryo. But it's so hard to think positive thoughts for me. I'm not used to having 100% positivity in my life. It feels like a chemical imbalance when multiple things don't go wrong with my day. Gawd, I'm so terrified of driving Ryo away to the point that he would leave me.
